No, don’t get to excited. I did not get any rebound. It’s just the title of the movie I watched.
And I cried. And cried. And cried some more.
I feel cold and lonely. I need love and physical contact and that’s something that scares me so much.
I don’t want to be alone. I want to feel loved and safe. I want something more from life.
I like C. He makes me feel warm inside. Kind of alive. I’m so scared things will change when we meet. I’m terrified he won’t like me while I can’t wait to see him. I want to hug him. And eat pizza on the couch while watching a movie. Walk around the city and visit a museum. I want to take pictures of him. I want to have something nice to remember.