Why you always call me when you are high? 

How to deal with the feelings when you pass from talking to someone 24/7 to nothing? 

I don’t know. I just can’t stop thinking about him. 

It’s all my fault, that’s the worst part. It’s never just sex. Never. The way I looked at him changed. The warm I could feel inside just thinking about meeting him afterwards. It’s all wrong. Damn it. 

And he just disappeared. 

Fuck my life.